dear evan my precious one..first of all momma want to tell you how deeply im in love with you,from the first time momma saw you.
people around always says that your face likely like momma,and it make your poppa jealous sometime.well,im carried you for 37weeks dear and gave birth to you..and breastfeed you until now..the same feeling inside you as momma dear..LOVE
sweet evan,momma know its hard for you sometime,momma have to go to work left you at home,same also goes with poppa.poppa always had his duty,and came home late.
momma felt sorry dear evan,when momma saw your sweet face slept after hour and hour waiting for us to come home,momma and poppa have to work and earn the living to make our life better.sometimes dear,momma always think to quit my job,but we are not rich.momma have to work also dear..
dearest evan,sorry if momma sometimes yell at you,and ignored you when you called up for momma..i've thought about my mistake sweetheart and how its really hurt my heart.i cant imagine how momma will live without hearing your voice..you are my soul dear..and momma once again want to say sorry.
momma really..really love you.
thanks God for giving me Your precious gift to me..i surrender all his life in Your hand Lord.mould him as You like and be Your true follower.Amen
